Friday, September 30, 2005

I HATE SPAM

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The Perfect Guy



Ohhhhhh!!! I don't even like Ashton Kutcher before this movie!!!
But I gotta say I'm falling in love with this character XD

I think any girl would! He soooooo sweet in this movie!
only if there is a guy in the world like that... sigh, what a fantasy.

Shadows

As I walk down the dark alley
I see my shadow leaving me
farther and farther
fading fast
it left me
alone

I approached another light
only to see my shadow
leave me
again

Feelin' Crazy?

Man it's one of those days I just wanna feel crazy, you know, go dancing, screaming, drinking, wild stuff...
but then it never happens. I suppose it's a stress release.
Or driving down and empty highway at 4 am with the window open and cold air blowing in, air so cold that you nose becomes numb, and your eyes becomes watery...

I just gotta get drunk, I gotta get drunk again...
What is it? to forget what's going on? that'll be running from the problem.

Nah, just tired of the boring daily stuff, go to school, come home, clean the house, feed the dog, water the yard, make the meals, do the laundry, feed the husband, do my homework, take a shower,..................

That's stuff 40-yr-old people do. I'm 23. And I've never been crazy. And I don't even like alcohol.

Why can't I be normal?

Thursday, September 29, 2005

DSCN3686


DSCN3686
Originally uploaded by na1paj.

DSCN3687


DSCN3687
Originally uploaded by na1paj.

DSCN3689


DSCN3689
Originally uploaded by na1paj.

DSCN3691


DSCN3691
Originally uploaded by na1paj.

Friday, September 16, 2005

What parents do to keep children busy while they're working

There are soooo many after school programs for kids out there. I worked at one of them teaching science to kindergarten and elementary school kids, public and private schools. And when I'm surfing on Craigslist, I see under the education employment section that there are so many companies looking for people doing this part time, paying $15~$20 / class (3 hrs long each). so if they work 5 days a week, that's $100 a week, $400 a month. this is not even enough to cover for baby sitting, and surprise I've seen A LOT of them look for babysitters so they can go work there, and then they eventually realize that they're loosing more money, so they quit.
So what kind of people get this kind of job? You would think students, but surprise surprise! a lot of them are people who

1.) don't have the education to find better jobs
2.) in the process of looking for a new job
3.) students

So, do you want to leave your kids to #1 kind of people?? hm... I wouldn't. And unfortunatly most of the after school program teachers fall under this category.
and what about #2? a little better? Well, they eventually figure out that they're not making enough with this job and the work load does not compensate the salary (they make you do a WHOLE LOT of prep work), and will switch to a new job quickly. This category includes me. Which is why the companies are always looking for new teachers!
#3, is similar, students. But student schedule may not always meet with the classes. They sometimes have to skip the after school program classes for tests, meetings, etc. and there are nobody else to cover for them.

So what's the problem with always hiring new teachers??? Well, they lower their requirements for a teacher! during my interview, my interviewer just asked me if I think I'm capable, and I said yes, and I was hired on that spot, doing the paper work etc. NOT EVEN A BACKGROUND CHECK! since they're so desperate for teachers!! They seem to hire anybody who needs a job.

Now, do you want to send your kids to after school programs??

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Shee Gua drank from the toilet this morning!!

yuck!!! I really hoped Allen flushed the toilet...

Fastest way to skin Garlic!

Cut off the butt end (the hard part)
smash it with a Chinese butcher knife or a hammer with a big flat head
hold on to the skin on the head end
pull the garlic out

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

What I do

I work every weekend
I go to school full time
I study and do homework everyday
I clean the house
I vacume
I mop
I pick up dirty cloths and socks
I go grocery shopping twice a week
I cook every meal
I do the dishes after meals
I do the laundry
I fold the laundry
I mow the lawn
I take care of the dog

And he says I'm lazy and don't do anything around the house.